Wow 2007 then and now its 2010. Don't be shock to see these photos. I found them by accident!

I still have thousands of this pictures-.-

Just look at how every one are now and way back then!

Don't you miss those time?

Felt really emotional when I think about the past.

Ups and downs, good times and back times in CVSS.

Those friends who you have made and those that left you.

Those you knew even before Secondary School..

Those who bastard you etc.

Now I'm a grown up and I'm awaiting my Tertiary education.

It makes me wonder whether life would really be different from the past or would it end up at the point where you started again?

Sigh* Will be working later on.

I'm damn broke now seriously!!!

As and when I like, I'll spend money.

Even though I'm poor, I'll still spent whatever I have..

If I have 10 bucks, I'll spend 20.

The amount of money I have just don't satisfy me..

Anyway, pray for me.

I need money!!!

I still wanna do my last minute shopping for CNY!

I know you're hurt.

Who isn't?

Who wants things to go out this way?

I know I'm not a good gf.

You treated me real nicely.

In return, I gave you shyt.

You treated me meals, buy strepsils for me when I'm having a sore throat.

Gave me money to take cab, and fetch me every where.

Who can I blame; myself.

You did all this just because you want me by your side.

I know everyone is hating me for what I did to you.

I know I'm straight forward.

I know I ignore what you said to me.

I know I purposely make you sad and jealous.

You cried; she cried; I cried while listening to No Boundaries.

Thanks Ling & Faizal for all the encouragements.

Esp Faizal, if it had not been you, I don't know what I'll be doing now. Probably at my wits end.

Really, I must learn to cherish you.

I'm afraid I'll regret one day.

It's hard, it hurts,it's blind.

It's selfish, it's beyond words can say, that love.

I'm sorry for causing all this nonsense.

You could put all this efforts on your studies and you'll score extremely well.

Give me a chance to change for the better.

Lastly, I don't want to lose these friendships.

The reason for my blog title is because while I'm playing a fb game called Yakuza Lord, I saw this mission. Hhahs.

Jim Beam is love!

Drink a little and our face grew red.

It grew redder!

But no worries, we are still having a clear mind.

It was AJay's 19 birthday on 5th Feb 10.

He is the guy in the center.

Look at his hands! xD

I hope he like the present I gave to him.

Seri,me and sister :D

We were supposed to ton but end up we went home around 4am.

I hate it when taxi drivers and strangers ask stupid question.

It's obvious what they want is nothing but ***

I make sure you fuck yourself until your balls become flat before you can even touch me.

Go to hell jackass!

Ling and I at Starbucks.

Horny face! LMAO

Swimming Day.

Slackers!

Had my Reunion Dinner yesterday at West Coast Mall.

Pictures will be uploaded asap.

I wanna shop till I really drop!!!

How's the planning for designing our family shirt?

Stay tune and more in fb!

You are just plain naive.

Sometimes, you don't always get what you want.

Things don't always go in your own way.

You may not have it coming.

Anyway, I did many things recently.

Swimming with cliques.

Shopping with gf.

Bought a Bikers Jacket, Loose Shirt and A Lacy Dress.

The more interesting event was > Old Folks Home at Balastier Rd with my family.

I volunteered to distribute the gifts forming a goody bag.

Set up chairs and tables for them.

Various singers from all walks of life came and sang to the elderly.

The event was held every year to let the old folks experience some warmth at the start of a new year.

I nearly cried when I visit their rooms.

Imagine how lonely, how helpless one may be.

What happened to them?

Did they get abandoned or their kins died and they are left with no one else but themselves?

Will all the hard work in modernising and advancing the technology be a failure because people still suffer.

So what if you are educated dutifully from young till old?

Does it ring in your head that you shouldn't abadnon your parents because they're the one who gave you so much.

Those who are not your blood would never do the same to you.

Your friends will leave you.

They come and go.

They maybe acting since the day they knew you.

Your parents gave birth to you.

They remain by your side until the day they leave this world.

Many many things happened.

But some are better left unknown ;)

I need pictures!

The reason for not posting is because I didn't get any pictures.

You'll know better who I'm hanging with.

I want to shop again!!!

I need plenty of clothing when I get to polytechnic.

I'm sick, v and extremely sick of my old clothes.

They're worn out to me.

I want to be a spoilt brat!

A pity I'm not one.

I'm a spoilt brat in terms of not doing any house hold chores.

Not laying my fingers on them.

I'm always outside.

When I get home, I'll eat, bath and sleep.

Occasionally, I'll use the computer and watch tv.

I'm not spoilt because I don't take money from my parents.

I work for myself.

Once in a blue moon I'll ask money from them.

Actually who doesn't claim money from our parents?

I tried asking but they always turn me down.

In their mind and heart, I'm probably a spend thrift.

I spend money like how I take water for granted.

They think I don't understand the hard work and pain they put in, in order for them to support the family.

What will happen to me tomorrow?

Sorry for not posting the past three days.

Had been working at Marine Parade for 3 consecutive days.

Woke up at 8am everyday and slept around 1am or 2am after midnight.

You tell me who can endure such tiredness?

I'm feeling super exhausted!

Although I feel so tired, I am still unable to sleep..

That feeling sucks ttm seriously!

I stood a lot and my legs felt really numb!

On the phone with Chipmunk every now and then.

Actually, I wanna sleep the whole day today.

But as usual, I was woken up by the sound coming out from the radio.

Miserable me.

The new year song is ongoing and I don't feel the festive mood at all.

I'm finally able to on line and yet my Internet connection is boohoo!

The mouse is giving me problem also-.-

Mum trimmed my hair.

Met Man Lin & friend while working yesterday.

Finally after few days s free I can s!

I'm craving for the Salmon Spaghetti at Toby's!

Aunt had been taking care of  the past few days me even to the extend of creating opportunities for the guy and I to communicate.

She told me to cut my hair at the salon since he is one of the hair stylist there.

My Aunt is cute and yet irritating at times, just like my mother! No wonder they are sister!!!

He is a hunk! \m/ Man Lin and co. saw him.

I miss him xD

Too bad, according to my aunt, he will only be working till Feb :(

Haven't really met my friends the past few days.

How are you guys doing?

Still remember me? Hahahs.

I wanna go for a game of pool!

Gonna watch Hai Pai Tian Xin, see ya!

[Edited]

@ A.C

Remember the times we had?

When I first know you, it was in drama club.

But for a certain reason, you quited?

When I was in Sec 3, we would meet up really early in the morning, 5am ++.

You would buy me a packet of Milo drink.

You gave me chocolates.

When it was examination period, you would watch me study like a nerd.

Whatever you'd said, I wasn't really paying attention to it.

You would pester me repeatedly when I'm reading my notes chanting  "I'm bored!"

Once in a while, we would have lunch together at Compass Point.

You would always crack lame jokes and try to make me cheer up.

It was during October that we ( Dewi & co.) got kinda close.

You guys even celebrated my birthday!

We would meet everyday,and slack at Riverale mall area.

Occasionally, we will go town together and catch a movie.

Every time we slack together, you would give me that kind of look (want me to eat look).

Recently,you've a new bicycle and you would fetch me everywhere with the bicycle.

I know I weight a tonne and its really energy taking when you fetch me or even the others.

You would also buy pack for me/ kup money with me together.

I also recalled the times when we bang our knuckles against the wall together.

"You punch one time, I double what you punch!"

We end up punching until we have blue blacks on both of our hand especially the hand we punched more.

It would be swollen and it feels as if the bone had cracked inside but after awhile it would be fine.

As you're a guy, you exerted more strength thus the pain is sharper and it takes a longer time to heal.

You also taught me how to fight.

I trained myself and end up getting blue blacks all over my body.

Whenever we slack, you would be home the earliest.

During the holidays,we(Dewi & co.) always ton together.

You would spam us calls to wake us up the next afternoon.

You gossiped with me together.

Just a few days ago, you got really sick etc.

All I could do was to not disturb you.

When I am unable to on line, you would play my face book games such as Farm ville, Yakuza Lords, Pet Society and Restaurant City.

You would call me to chat when I'm working.

You sleep alot!

You're really feeble,you should take care of yourself and each more nutritious food.

In return, I wonder what I've done to you? :(

I miss you like a child misses its blanket!

It'd been days since I last saw you.

Although we chat together on the phone every now and then, its different compared to us slacking together.

People I don't really care about are asking me about this and that..

You know what I meant; for I'd told you moments ago.

One of them stroked my head. How I wish it was you

I'm working tomorrow!

I've no choice. I really need money to tie over my crisis and go clubbing! :)

I'll be your nuts, for you to chew on.

All the things you told me, it remained on my mind.

Bad instead of good ones.

Idk why either.

Unpleasant things will replay like no body's business in my head, freaking irritating.

Maybe that is one of the reason why I don't slack much with you guys nowadays

Promise me to study hard, I want to see you achieve the scholarship award

If you're tired, take a break.

I'll support you all the way!

I slacked at Hui Ying's house with all the other friends yesterday.

After which, tonned together with cousin and Boon Ping.

Slacked at 401,523 etc.

Played the see saw, listened and sang songs.

True or Dare, Daidi, Dumb etc.

Ate sweet peanuts and economic noodles.

Not so used to night life already.

I am reverting my lifestyle.

Man Lin smsed me at 7plus in the morning and I'm already asleep.

We could have meet for breakfast if she had tell me earlier!

I love Man Lin, hope to see you asap! :D

How does it feel to be separated from your loves one, for days, weeks, months, years even to the extend of eternity?

The pain beyond humans eyes.

It will hurt badly, real badly.

I wouldn't be able to endure such pain.

I would rather the pain be physical.

At least I can see it.

At least it will heal.

The pain we can't see may not be healed.

So dark, so deep.

P.S Finally a post with length!

More in Fb!

My sisters from Compassvale Sec :)

I'm trying to grow up from the past.

Letting everything go.

Recently, I've been thinking about the unfair treatment so on and so forth.

I can't help feeling helpess.

Read more than three quarters of  "Roald Dahl Selection".

A literature book to kill my time.

When I read, I can imagine myself letting go of everything behind and get really hooked to the book.

I love the storylines,  the twist and tensions produced more than I love the world now.

Update more next time!

All I want is you always by my side, no matter what happens.

I want you forever in my life.

I want you to treat me like how you always do.

Get well soon.

I love you, adidas.

Ouch! I'm in pain..

I feel so sick.

Sick of ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOP

I need this essential, xxxx.

Who can give it to me, who can I give it too?

Somehow, I feel that my heart is hollow.

I feel empty inside.

"I love you forever"

"Forever is over"

Nothing is eternal, except for God.

As you can see, my posts are getting shorter and shorter.

In actual facts, it should get longer.

Oh well, I'm in no mood to post.

Blablabla and its another day.

:'(

P/S I had a weird dream >:O

(Edited some confidential stuff)

I have selected my courses!

Currently at Hui Ying's house. Done with my admission, face book gams etc.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHEN YUUUUUUUUUUUU! :D

Today I will be tonn-ing!

Tmr is Sheena's birthday chalet, should I go?

Alrights, shall update more later, bye peepos!

Overdued pictures!

Basically it was quite a hectic day ytd.

The 'O' Level students went to school early, all anticipating for their results.

Many discussing about how they will fair etc.

When the percentage of passes/distinctions for each subject/those eligible for polytechnic or JC was flashed on the screen,the atmosphere grew tenser.

All I have to say is what done cannot be undone.

I didn't broke down.

Here's my sucky result if you're wondering.

English - B4

Combine Humanities - C6 (Finally I passed:/)

Mathematics - B4 (I failed to get my distinction and I kinda let myself and my M teacher down D:)

Science (Chem/Bio) - C6 (Some girls in my class was shocked to see the low result for this sub)

Art - D7 ( I screwed P2 totally, sorry Teacher Jasmine I've let you down.)

Chinese - A2

Chinese (Oral/Aural) - Merit

CCA- A1

L1 R4 inclusive of CCA =17

L1 R5 =22

What my mum told me was if I had done my Art Paper 2 I won't get such grades.

I got all sorts of reaction from my friends.

Some said it was not too bad, some said it was a miracle while some say I could perform much better.

Nevertheless, thanks for the support and encouragement!

Personally, I think I didn't perform well at all.

I could have done so much better, not that I'm bragging but it's just my laziness :/

You can laugh at my grades, laugh for all I care.

Since I can't make it to my desired course which is Psychology with Applied Drama at TP with the COP of 12 pts, I had to choose 12 other courses.

It's kinda sad that I can't make it to the choice I long yearn for.

It slipped through, just like that :(

My tuition teacher want me to get top 1% in Polytechnic; and as a graduated secondary student, I must strive hard before its all too late.

I see my classmates cried. Tears of joy, maybe tears of sadness too.

I see the top student walking so proudly with their heads held high.

I told myself this is it.

I can't slack any longer.

Once school start, which ever course I go into, I must work hard!

I felt sad to some, envied to some.

Some results were unexpected etc.

I think I will miss my tuition center quite alot.

Those time we had, studying together, cracking jokes together even to the extend of having overnight studies together.

I sure miss those time.

Now its another step I have to take.

Another path it may lead me to.

A beginning of a new life.

I don't know what will happen in the future.

I really don't.

The best is I don't get myself into shyt again ;x

Btw, anyone have any idea when school will start and how do I select my courses?

Do I log on to the website or?

I was too distracted and I wasn't being attentive when Mrs Shahriff briefed us ;x

P/S Thanks D. sister for whatever we shared just now.

It's between me and you, *wink wink*